...

i understand simple malay language and nevermind. i dont need your explaination. it was so clear that i could understand it.

i know you tried to explain to make me feel better, but it was a NO NO.

im hurt but did you ever realised?

ahha, you did not.

you thought i was okay. i dont feel anything. come on, i have feelings.

i acted normally, i laugh, i smile, but damn, m crying deep inside. but for god sake, you dont even wanna know rite.

take my words,
I HAVE MY OWN LIMIT.

Madam's Treat.

our QMT Lecturer treats us icecream. so sweettt. ;)



Everyone was holding their icecream. hehehe. suka la tu diorang. ;p


P/S : MY CURRENT ADDICTION :-

IT IS SO NICE THAT I COULDN'T RESIST. =)

Friends' Birthday Celebrations. =)

Both of them were born on 16th March 1992.

Afiqah bt Ayob
* kami sebilik. :)
* dia suka ckp juga ya mcm saya. yaa, jodoh saya mmg selalu dgn org yg suka cakap sbb saya pun suka bebel tak henti mcm nenek tua tp dia dgr je saya ckp ape and dia pun akan layan saya cakap. FUHH. faham? :)
* sangat sangat suka warna PINK. like everything barang dia kena ada PINK.

so malam tu, @ 12 am on 16th March, mcm biasa la xde benda yang baik dalam kepala otak melainkan nak kenakan birthday girl je. takde idea actually, only like few mins before 12am, 'tingggg', mentol menyala atas kepala aliaa.(tu tanda idea dtg okay kawan kawan) nak kenakan bdk ni dgn bedak. alaa, talcum baby johnson campur dgn carrie talcum jadi la ramuan sgt wangi menusuk lubang hidung. ouch!

budak ni boleh pulak tidur awal malam tu, nyenyak gila dia tidur. jadi saya sbg roommate bertauliah nak la konon gerak Afiqah bgn tidur untuk study. yes, xperlu terkejut, boleh pulak idea ni dtg ntah dr mana kejut org tgh tidur ajak STUDY! dia pun dlm keadaan separuh sedar membalas ajakan saya 'kejap kejap' tapi still tak bangun. jd tanpa menunggu masa yg lama, kami transform Afiqah.

BEFORE. comel kan. haha

AFTER. lagi comel kan. beseri seri muka dia. haha.

Amirrul Ammar b Adam
* classmate saya. :)
* kitorg dalam class ade family, kitorg panggil dia Along sbb knon dia la yang sulung. hehe.
* kalau nak tangkap gambar lawa lawa je confirm culik Blackberry dia. camera lawaa oo walaupun MP xtinggi mana pun tp rasa cantik. hehe.

celebrate birthday Ammar lambat ckit. celebrate semalam on 20th March. tu pun kakak dia yg blikan cakes and bagi kitorg makan. pelik betul. patutnya ktorg yang beli tp plan asyik hancur je. :s

so here we go, mari lihat gambar makan cakes semalam. :)

these are the cakes.


ni budak budak yang excited makan cake. maafkan mereka. HAHA.


nampak tak ciri ciri ibu mithali di situ? ya saya faham. terima kasih. :)


ni dia rupa bentuk ibu mithali tadi tu. :D


fie kasik card kat birthday boy.
from left : Ammar, Salam & Fie.

alrite, thats all for the small celebrations. :)

Happy Birthday Both of You. :)

and not to forget, ada kawan from Penang pun birthday dia on 16th March jugak. Happy Birthday Arif Roslan. :)

Typical local film/drama scenes - by Matluthfi.

ahahahaahahhahahaahahha! nice one. :)

The Reasons for Who I Am.

Ya Allah, lindungilah keluargaku dari malapetaka dan bencana. Jauhilah mereka dari segala penyakit merbahaya. Kau berikanlah kesejahteraan hidup kepada mereka. Dan kekalkanlah kebahagiaan dalam keluarga kami ini selama lamanya. AMIN. :')

Dearest Family, I LOVE YOU.

Mabuk Rapid. ;s

classic tak tajuk? haha. okay, for those who added me @ FB i guess you guys knew that something happened to me last weekend. and yes, it was terrible. :(

went to Time Square since Yie & Afiq came to Puncak. so thinking of hanging out with them somewhere, we chose TS. It was my first time and im sure this very first experience will stick in my mind FOREVER!

the journey took about 2 hours from Puncak. you know plus all the waiting minutes and seconds for the bus to come etc and yah. 2 HOURS.

kena naik monorel ya untuk pergi TS.

the environment @ TS is just like Bukit Jambul Complex in Penang i guess but way better. but TS is slightly bigger compared to BJ. and there are a lot of shopping lots. for those who love to shop till drop for non branded clothes, you can find it there.

so we walk and walk, masuk kedai itu kedai ini and you know, each shop will play different musics. and it was freaking loud till that was when i started to feel the dizziness. dah la i ada penyakit silau ni, i think i terpandang lampu mana tah which was so bright and zuuupppp, PENING!

dalam pening pening sempat lagi terfikir nak beli Tutti Frutti. haha.

sedaapppp sangattt! :)) nak makan lagi!

jalan la balik nak pegi naik monorel to head back to KL Sentral. dah sampai situ bas U80 dah sampai but unfortunately it was full. with PEOPLE! so we hafta wait for another bus and i cant stand it nemore. i sat down. and once bus came, we rush into it and another unfortunate moment when it was also full and we have to stand.

sampai at one point ada orang turun dari bus, and Fahmi dapat tempat, he sms me to go there and sit. kepala masa tu dah macam nak pecah. duduk xsampai 10 minit, guess what. i vomitted. :( kesian Fahmi, Syidah and Yie that time. diorg terkejut but still they helped a lot that time. muntah dua kali kot dalam bus.

sampai @ PKNS, dah rasa tak boleh nak jalan, Fahmi pun berlari lari mencari teksi. i dont know masa tu dia lari, diorang la cerita sbb masa tu i sort of unconscious kot. sbb fikir kepala sakit yang amat je. syidah and afiqah bg moral support. omg i love you guys lots. dapat teksi, tp we split into two groups. amik dua teksi tp of course yang sakit tepaksa bergegas balik dlu. terharu sangat masa tu tgk diorang sgt membantu. dalam teksi muntah lagi.

sampai at puncak, dah tak sanggup nak turun makan, bau makanan pun mcm nak uwek balik. cuci apa yang patut and sleep. haish, terrible.

tak tau la kenapa teruk sgt sakit that day.

To : Syahidah, Fahmi, Afiqah, Yie, Afiq, Syah & Aliaa, THANK YOU SO MUCH FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART. i love you guys. jasa korang aku igt smp mati and mudah mudahan Tuhan akan balas balik jasa baik korang. aku doakan. :')

still breathing.

i am tired.

i am exhausted.

i don't have enough time for myself.

too many quizzes & tests to be done.

too many assignments to hand in.

too many things in my head.

i think a lot.

about everything, things around me.

however..

i am grateful,

i am still breathing. :)


pray for my success, Insya'Allah.

"takde life la!"

it happened last month if im not mistaken.

ade seorang hamba Allah ni, we both were talking bout d course we are taking etc. dia bakal artis. hehe. saya 'nerd'. katanya lah. waktu tu kitorg duduk lepak lepak la, and she said dia nak bukak kedai makan la nanti, bakery, pastu nak jd someone yg ade kena mengena dgn fashion, nak bukak butik segala bagai tp dia skrg tgh belajar psl nak jd artis.

so i asked her, "kenapa mcm nak ada banyak banyak profession?"

she answered, "minat."

so i asked again, "ohh, bagus la ada banyak minat tp which one yg major? mcm which one yg u'll be seriously into it and take it as your main profession?"

she answered, "takde. mcm ikut suka la arini nak buat apa, esok nak buat apa and the profession will change from time to time based on mood and minat."

pastu dia tnya saya pulak, "kenapa pilih accountancy?"

i answered the way she answered my question. "minat."

dia balas relax je, "takde life la pilih accountancy."

serious lepas itu saya mcm terdiam and terfikir. siapa sebenarnya yang takde life?

i thought mcm to have a better and brighter future is good. and that is what we call, LIFE!

tapi..

err, saya tersilap ke? ;s

AMH Buat Kenduri. :)

STOP! meh baca dulu. =D

siapa AMH?
alaa, MPP TEKA, Abang Mohd Hafizie. hehe.
yes yes, kitorang mmg xde kena mengena dgn TEKA tp sbb kami rapat dgn abang maka dgn itu, kami dijemput.
baik kan abang? kan kan? ehhe.
tak byk cerita pun, habis class, abang panggil dtg dkt cafe dia ckp dia ada buat mkn mkn ckit. kami mcm biasa igt dia mlwk sbb dia suka buat lwk but however its true y'all. =D

abang tengah bagi ucapan. ;)

ada bihun goreng, sausage, curry puff, samosa, buah tembikai & air sirap. (err, ade yg ttinggal tak? xde kot kan?) hehe. kami pun join la makan. abg buat kenduri utk sesape yg support dia masa pilihanraya MPP ritu.

mcm biasa, masa tunggu pun boleh je nak tangkap gmbr.




psstt : awak semua yang baca, doakan kejayaan saya dalam apa jua bidang sekalipun tau. :')

Teater - Meriam

dah janji nak cerita kan experience pergi tgk teater. okay here it is. :)

this is not the first theatre watched since my first one was urm, last sem i guess but it was just a free theatre that time but for this time, we have to pay. ya la kan, orang buat show mana ada free dah sekarang. hehehe.

nama pun teater so mesti la diorang belakon banyak banyak hari kan. hehe, 3 hari show teater ni. but we only manage to go masa last day which is last Monday. nak pergi on Sat & Sun tak boleh sbb ade common test that time. al kisah lps habis class @ 5.30 terus siap siap tunggu bas UiTM DI HATIKU datang ambil kami. oh ya, theatre was held @ UiTM Puncak Alam (abang kepada UiTM Puncak Perdana).

in UiTM bus.

sampai @ puncak alam, kitorg dah bebel dah, 'cantiknya puncak alam, kan best kalu puncak perdana mcm ni bla bla'..ya la kan, campus baru so serba serbi lawa. tapi nak pergi surau mak aih, SESAT. nak masuk lift dgn prmpuan yang lain, dah penuh siap berbunyi lg lift tu. patu kami (kd, afiqah, aliaa) pun cakap, eh xpela, nnt kitorg naik kemudian. dah tkn lift masuk xtau nk pegi mana dah. naik tingkat satu, keluar lift tgk kiri kanan, masuk blk. naik pulak tingkat 2, tak jumpa jugak. turun blk G floor tak jumpa, ade surau lelaki ja. naik blk tingkat satu, bukak pintu nampak surau yg td tak nampak tu. haha. patu kami serbu lantas berfikir 'mana pergi perempuan yang ramai ramai g surau td tu, kenapa surau sunyi?' kami pun pandang ke tepi tgk ada lagi satu surau and kat situ la suma perempuan tu ada. terus kami berkata 'mak aihh, dua surau yang besar ada sebelah sebelah???' puncak perdana pun satu surau je. Induk lagi la, surau kecik. ni dah la besar luas and sgt best. mmg panjang la akal fikiran org buat plan Uitm Puncak Alam ni. hahaha.

selesai bab sesat tu, kami pun turun balik, nak tgk teater dah. tapi kena tunggu dpn pintu tu about half an hour. punya la kebas kaki berdiri. okay part ni mmg nk ckp diorg tak profesional langsung. sbb kitorg boleh tgk pelakon kuar masuk pegi toilet la apa la. and org yg jaga pintu tu tecegat je, at least ksik la kitorg masuk tunggu kt dalam tu smntara diorg ready kan. tapi tak pe, nak experience therefore dah dpt experience. :)

apabila masuk and tgk teater, memang ENJOY. they did a good job. and and, uh, we cried. sedih sangat. jalan cerita simple tapi cara diorg bawak cerita tu mmg best. ada part gelak, senyum, nangis jugak. :) hebat la bakal bakal artis puncak perdana. :) hehe. nak cerita satu satu cerita Meriam tu tak mampu la kan, mau jadi cerpen pulak post ni. ;p

set teater diorang. ;) ala ala kampung sikit.

pastu dah habis dalam sejam stgh selepas itu. kami pun tunggu bas nak blk PP. sementara tunggu, ehem, SNAP SNAP.



memang best la dapat tengok teater. nanti if free and ada lg teater, confirm pergi. :)