oh, ini baru la kehidupan eh?

serabut actually. too many things to think. too many things to consider. too many things to be done.

if let say HATI boleh cakap, confirm dia suruh belikan ubat utk dia. sakit sgt. perit sgt.

if MULUT boleh cakap sesuka hati tanpa FIKIR (alhamdulillah, Allah kurniakan kita akal. untuk apa? yes! untuk berfikir) confirm dah meletus perang keberapa. nasib la saya ada AKAL. :)

MANUSIA.
agak agak la. bukannya semakin muda. cuba berfikir, bertindak macam org yg matang ckit. unfortunately, these people makin hari makin jd budak budak. cakap xpakai akal. bertindak sesuka hati xfikir hati & perasaan org. INGAT satu benda, saya mungkin muda, saya mungkin kecil dr segi saiz, TAPI, saya ada HAK untuk bersuara dan bercakap/menegur ape je yg xkena. tp pelik, bila kita tegur, xkan la tak terkesan kat hati? tepu sangat ke minda akal fikiran hati nurani manusia ni? haha. GERAM tp saya masih SABAR.

JANGAN, i repeat JANGAN, CABAR KESABARAN SAYA!
as i said before, eventhough saya slalu nmpk ceria, nmpk happy, ckp elok elok dgn manusia, tapi JANGAN ambil kesempatan. perhaps, u dont know d real me? oh yes, YOU DO NOT KNOW. so please, dont pretend as if u know.

kalau dah tau diri tu salah, xpayah la nk carik gaduh. terima kesalahan terima teguran. JANGAN BERLAGAK.:)

this post is general. sbb saya jumpa banyak manusia yg macam ni. & i hope, i really really hope, tuhan lindungi saya dr melakukan perkara yg boleh menyakitkan hati org. sbb saya xnak org sakit hati mcm saya. sbb rasanya sangat, err perit? yes it is.

HA-HA. POST NI SANGAT MENUNJUKKAN THE OTHER SIDE OF KD KAN. xkisah la. saya geram sebenarnya ni. tapi, mcm biasa, hati saya faham. org lain xkan faham. biarkan. nak luah, xterluah, jd saya hanya mampu menaip. itu pun xterluah sepenuhnya. masih berkias. masih sabar. and saya sendiri kagum yang sebenarnya tinggi jugak ye tahap kesabaran saya. ALHAMDULILLAH. :)

terT.I.P.U

alkisah, pd suatu hari, fahmi excited nk bg choc (hamper fam dia bwk fr png). saya pun berbesar hati la nk terima. when dia bwk turun, wah, KOTAKNYA BESAR.


ISINYA? hahah. two packets of chocolates yg dlm dia ada 9 biji each! ahahaha. i cant help myself from laughing. gila smgt kotak tu. pdhal indah khabarr dr rupa. hhaha. ;p

Birthday with Full of Surprises~!

"Manfaatkanlah lima kesempatan sebelum datang kesempitan. Manfaatkan usia mudamu sebelum kamu tua, manfaatkan sehatmu sebelum sakit, gunakan kekayaanmu sebelum kamu miskin, gunakan waktu lapangmu sebelum kamu sibuk dan manfaatkan hidupmu sebelum kamu mati." (HR al-Hakim)

Alhamdulillah, m now eighteen years old. dah tua? no not really. haha. baru je nk kenal hidup actually. seriously, skrg rasa mcm baru start hidup dgn cara yg berbeza. maybe? hehe.

actually i didnt expect much from this year punya birthday sbbnya, first, m celebrating it ALONE since i wont b with my family on my birthday. so rasa mcm, hurrm, 23rd September tu is just a date. ( tu masa before birthday la kan. hehe )

23rd September 2010 - 0000hrs
*iqa n kak akmah dtg bilik wish happy birthday! my classmate dtg menjerit HAPPYYY BIRTHDAYYY KD! HEHE. yg best tu siap bwk maggi nk celebrate. haha. and boleh plak bdk lelaki yg xdpt ikut diorg tu (since dh lewat mlm) pass hadiah maggi to me. haha. nk tegelak masa dpt tu tp serious saya sgt appreciate okay semua! hehe. korg cool siap leh dtg dgn baju tido. hehe..so kitorg smbg smbg smp la dkt sejam lbih. nak plak masa tu bertalu talu msg masuk wish birthday. :) THANK YOU SO MUCH TAUUU! :D

23rd September 2010 - 0815hrs
*tgh jalan dgn fahmi nk g class n suddenly he called me after i dah ltk all my stuffs dlm LAB tu. bila kuar ttiba je dia bg kotak yg kecil berbalut. hehe. so saya yg sedia maklum bkn org yg pnyabar ni trus la bkk n sgt lahh xleh bla muka terkejut. THANKS FAHMI FOR THE WATCH. appreciate it. xdpt nk snap gmbr casio watch tu sbb dia nnt like xclear since dia appear mcm berflash gila. grrr..xpe xpe..thanks tau! :)

23rd September 2010 - 1230hrs
* blk rumah for lunch break and bkk laptop, psg broadband and bkk facebook. OH MY GOD. punyalaaa byk org wish. :) thankkk youuuu sgt sgt to those yg wish tau. so i pun reply one by one smbil tersengih mcm kerang busuk. haha.

23rd September 2010 - 2010hrs
*fahmi called me. 'ija turun bwh sat bleh. i ada bnda nk ckp dgn u. ( suara bapakkkkk gabraa bdk tu) tkejut akuuu la ngok. haha. dah la masa tu tgh minum milo. so i said kejap la, nk kne tkr baju and gsk tdg then i turun. he said okay. dgn pantas n efektifnya siap trus turun g gazebo. and fahmi pun dgn muka yg sgt xleh bla (bajet cuak ala ala ada prob dunia) lalu berkata 'ada org minx i bg satu bnda kat u' trus i pun memanjangkan leher and nmpk KOTAK PUTIH and jerit OH MY GOD! CIKLI MAI? is it cikli? kan? kan fahmi kan? cikli mai kan? dia punn tersengih n suruh bkk. once i bukak d box, mulalaaahh drama air mata version khodijah. hehe. tgk ye kek ni. sapa xsedih, family yg ade nunnnn jauh boleh plak plan bg org surprise ye. hehehehe. THANK YOU CIKLI, MAK, WALID, IFWAT, AND FAHMI. mmg superbly berjaya laaa. bertabur tabur air mata jatuh ke bumi. hehe

my birthday cake! ;)

trus la bwk blk cake tu g rumah and ptg ptg. housemate pun menyanyi nyanyi lagu birthday and berlaku la adegan suap menyuap yg akhirnya menjdkan mukaa birthday girl mcm pkai mask. hahaa. the cake was nice and beautiful! ;D

BEFORE!


AFTER!

26th September 2010 - 1145hrs
*blk puncak from attending abg faizal's wedding. ternampak ada kotak putih jugak atas meja. tanya kat diorg sapa punyaa ni ltk atas meja aku? and they answered, kd pnya la. so i pun bkk and ada MUG YG BERTULIS ;HAPPY BIRTHDAY KD! & SWEET 18 KD, FROM 2B11. and ada tulis nama diorg suma. aduhhh. thankk you so much korg! =D kenangan tau suma tu. bleh tunjuk kt ank cucu. HAHAHA



lastly, THANK YOU SO SO MUCH TO THOSE WHO WISH ME & PLAN SURPRISE etc. i appreaciate it. A LOT. and may Allah S.W.T bless you. :)

Back TO Puncak. :'(

in An Hour time m going back to 'somewhere i belong'. HAHA

bosaaaannn. dah kena bukak buku blk, kena bgn awl g class segala, nnt jd busy like xtentu hala. :(

aishh, sedih nk tinggal rumah, mak, walid, makanan sedap sedap suma.

AND, takut final dah dkt.

nvm, in 2 months time insya'Allah i'll be back in Penang. ;)

p/s : sesape yg baca post ni, doakan kd leh jwb final dgn bijak ye. =D

Earllyyyy Birthhdaayyy Preeseentss!

awhh, first of all, THANK YOU SO MUCH MAK, WALID & IFWAT. eventhough this year will b my very first year celebrating my birthday without u guys, its okay. naaa, m a big girl now, sedih mmg sedih tapi semua org pun faced d same thing jugak kan. :')

terkejut jugak td sbb tgh buat keja ttiba mummy panggil naik atas..ingat apa laa..but they sang a birthday song to me and bagi hadiah. hehe. THANK YOU!


18 years old eh? HEHE. ;)

Abang Faizal's Wedding @ Ipoh.

MY family with d groom. :)

18th September 2010 - Abg Faizal dah kahwiinnn! hehe. cepat gila masa bejalan kan. rasa macam baru je lg pegi pertunangan diorg dulu. :)

HAPPY - dpt jumpa cousins
- dpt snap snap pix ;D (gambar banyak dkt FB - silalah lihat. hehe)
- dpt pakai baju baru (sama colour dgn khemah la pulak. HAHA)
- dpt enjoyyy for d very last time before blk puncak. GRR :(

our family betolak from penang @ 6.15 in d morning. arrived @ destination 2 hours after that. and we went back to Penang @ 4 PM.

3rd Syawal, 1431H. =D

story story!
first and second day of syawal = tired of doing NOTHING.
third day of syawal = MUCHO MUCHO BETTER! =)

we start with on d 3rd day of syawal, mum took a day off so that she can spend her time with d family so she went to d market early in d morning to buy few stuffs. we did invite relatives to come on d 3rd day of syawal since if they come on d other days, mum will not be around and we cant serve anything to them except for kuih raya. (ya laa sbb mummy dah g keja kan. nk suruh kd msk? oh bolehhh, tp x se PRO mummy la. ;p)

then to start d day, kak nik (neighbour) came with her two kids! sgt comel okay.

meet Farisya, Kak Nik's daughter.


and this is Faris, Farisya's younger bro.

sgt hyper both of them..mulut bykk especially yg kakak tu..hehe..adik sgt comel dgn muka yg buullaattt. =D and what i like is both of them love d camera so freaking much. whenever i hold my handphone they will say CHEESSEEEE! hahaha. and one thing for sure, they love to snap picture with walid! smp berebut okay!

3 of them! ;)

and after they went back, aminal and family came. served them with some foods, kuih raya etc, followed by kak diyana & kak farhah, then amimat and aminen came. amimat is from Doha, he works there. for this, i dont have any picture since i was busy serving d foods. HAHA.

@ 5 o'clock (++) in d evening, all of them went back. right after they went back, cikli's & family came. as u guys know, cikli has two kids. Adib & Dalia.(click @ d previous post to check them out-hehe)

cheeky adib!


dalia after bebai. haha.


adib, dalia & iman ( uncle L's daughter) while watching tv, err, i guess? hehe.

SO, basically d 3rd day of raya, d feeling n atmosphere are much much more better that d previous days. Thank God.

BUT oh err today? naaahh, doing ABSOLUTEEEELLYYY NOTHING, AGAIN! ;s