errr, raya?

10 years ago, yes i admit, i've been waiting for raya to come. mayb because dat time i was still a lil girl and enjoyed much when i get new stuffs, new clothes, new shoes(sometimes 2 to 3 pairs), accessories, DUIT RAYA etc etc. BUT, if we talk about today, which is 1st day of SYAWAL which means hari raya, i'll tell you ONE THING. i dont even feel anything. NOT A SINGLE THING.

woke up this morning, feeling lazy(of course-HAHA), took my bath and get myself ready to perform solat sunat aidilfitri @ Pantai Jerejak's mosque. (ntah la baju ape aku main bedal je pakai) after an hour, somehow m already @ home preparing breakfast. HAHA. okay, as usual breakfast for d first day of raya will be ketupat, lemang, rendang, serunding, nasi himpit, kuah kacang & hot tea for me. ;) (okayyy, only d food part makes me HAPPY)

ahhhaaa, and then i just took one baju kurung (xpenah pakai pun lagi, extra from baju yg g tmph utk g class kt UiTM tu. FYI, i dont want baju raya dis year and i dont know why) and get myself ready to go to maktok's house. went to maktok's house, there were uncles, aunties & cousins there. get myself busy @ d kitchen helping aunties preparing lunch. d guys went for friday prayer and d ladies did nothing especially me. haahaha.

so, when d guys came back, we had lunch and thats it d scenario @ maktok's house. invite them to come to my house on d 3rd day of raya since mum will not b working on that day. then WE [walid, ifwat n i - mum hafta go to work :(] headed straight to aminen's place which is walid's big bro. hehe. stayed there for like errr an hour plus kot then we went back.

Took my bath, change my 'uniform' anddddd THAT WAS MY RAYA! cool isnt it?

and so i thought, was it me who is getting older OR we as a muslim does not celebrate raya like we did anymore?

sweet home, Penang. ;)

Alhamdulillah, m now in penang. after 2 months. sgt excited tgk rumah yg dh kne tinggal sgt lama okay, 2 months. haha. bilik super duper lawa now! thanks mum n dad for everything. SEMUA BENDA BARU KOT! spe x xcited. haha. and there are few things that need to be done :-

1) hantar laptop pegi masuk hospital - cedera parah penuh virus dah si laptop ni. haha.
2) makan sebanyak mana mskn mummy yg boleh. - biar gemuk kejap, i dont care!
3) drive pegi anywhere. - sgt lamaaa xbwk kereta! rindu.
4) rehat sepuas puas hati. :D

AND ada la lg few things. tp dah xteringat sbb skrg ni mmg sgt seronok dah blk rumah. nnt update lg okay. oh yaa, mayb nk tkr layout blog ni kot..hehe..dh boring dgn orange. ;p

5 days to go!

cpt laaa cpt laaa. nak balik ni. mcm mcm nk buat. nk qada' tidur, nk qada' makan minum. nak catch up latest info. hahaha. nk spend time with family & friends. rindu. SERIOUS, SAYA RINDUU SEMUA!

YA ALLAH, now only i know how hard it is to stay away from family. sbb dah mmg sgtlah teramatlah close, so when first time bepisah cmni la jdnya. nasib la parents ade gak dtg twice. so lps la rindu. but still, xsama mcm hidup dkt rumah. :)

rindu bilik, rindu nk drive, rindu nk shopping. bglah cuti 2 minggu ni cukup. hehe. mmg laa org ckp bila kita xde kt rumah, kita rindu rumah, bila kita xde kt U, kita rindu U, but yah, normal laa tu kan. i know dat @ one point masa blk nnt i will feel mcm kinda bosan duduk rumah tp xkisah la. lumrah hidup la tu. hahaha.

nk msk dapur msk memsk. lama xmsk. kuih raya! eventhough mak dah start buat, nnt nk jgak tlg tlg. ksian dis year mak buat kuih sorg sorg. slalu eventhough i went to sch, but blk tu still leh tlg ckit ckit. ni mcm totally xbuat apa apa. and u know what, penat kalu buat sorg sorg. kesian. xpe ma, nnt blk kita buat. haha. (ntah ntah blk suma dah siap. ;D )

AND walid now sibuk mngemas rumah..everytime call mesti br lps cuci rumah. hehe. alhamdulillah, kurg ckit keja mak kan. haa, mana nk crik lelaki buat keja. haha. ;p
mmg la sgt excited nk blk. plus, kenduri abg faizal pn a week after raya, confirm riang gila nnt suma family bekumpul. ;D

hopefully, i can feel d happiness la blk raya ni. :)

Ramadhan. :)

Ramadhan Al Mubarak. sedih? of course sedih. at first cool la sgt kan when kena berpuasa sorg2 kt cni. bila esok tu nk start puasa, EMOTION UNSTABLE! tigt mak n walid, mesti diorg bgn sahur berdua je. ya laa, anak anak dah ade kt perantauan. AHAHA. selalu, confirm 4 4 bgn sekali eventhough nnt mrungut la bagai. hehe. skrg ni no more dah. abg ifwat dah biasa la kan. but for me, serious rasa lainnnn sgt sgt.

till now, dah 3rd day of puasa, i HAVENT wake up for sahur YET! slalu men telan at night je. xnk bgn bkn sbb malas or anything, but confirm nnt dok berangan tigt diorg kt sne. so better buat xtau n teruskan tidur. wah. hehe.

masa on the phone dgn parents masa a day before Ramadhan tu, mmg la i cried. xtahan. serious, kalau bleh xnak pun diorg tau how i felt tp nk wat cmne, tu dh kira critical la tu when xreti nk control my OWN EMOTION. teruk betul lah. :s

but but! tomorrow parents nk dtg! yayy! hehe. boleh la puasa together. and, yg lg best, now test ECO 162 dah brought frwd. so nnt bleh blk semiggu before raya! =DDDD rindu kereta, rindu bilik! rindu nk mkn mknn mak msk. hehehe.

but now, once again, MOOD SWING!

r.i.n.d.u.

i miss everything, everyone. parents, friends, penang, EVERYTHING!

AND NOWWWW, i wanna cry. but i just cant.

oh come on, kd is stronger than this. right? :s

hahahahha. NO - title.

helloooo! gila lama xupdate blog kot. dah dkt sebulan. serious rindu nk merapu mrepek kt cni. hehe. :) busy lah. sgt sgt actually.

so skrg dh start class, everyday class mmg full xyah ckp la. blk for lunch je. if class abis kul 4 pun confirm g library pastu ade assignment kna buat. so still, FULL! and of course PENAT! :s

plus now, active dgn event college ckit. hehe..seronok gilaa! jd ad-hoc for JPK. JPK stands for Jwtnkuasa Perwakilan Kolej. busy mmg busy. tp kepuasan when buat certain activity tu mmg syok la. tp still, kna bg balance with study jugak.

and skrg dah ade laptop baru! last week mak dgn walid dtg hntr. bestt gila dpt jumpa mak n walid after a month xjmpa. tp xdpt spend time lama sgt coz i've to go to INDUK UITM utk event MPP, SMF & FRESHIES plak. busy kan? memang! tp seronok. hahaha.

p/s : I LOVEEEE MEETING NEW PEOPLEE! =D

esok class!

wahahaha! first class dkt uitm. xtau nk rasa apa. selamat maju jaya KD! ouchh, i need this. for my own good. so please, be strong eh Khodijah. :)

mak & walid : I MISS YOU! :')