Warga Emas,

Assalamualaikum everybodyyyy!
ooolala m here spending some quality time writing this post. QUALITY okay. define quality sat khodijah. *okaypleasedropthesubject* hihi.

its 11 something am, i hadn't had my breakfast yet, perhaps nnt breakfast + lunch = dinner la kot kan. you know staying here, there are so many things that you have to bear if you dont have a car to go out. bila nampak someone pegang bungkusan MCD pun dah kira macam kena kejutan and cakaap 'bestnyaa dia makan MCD :')' sedih tak bunyi? okay tak la sedih sgt sebenarnya, ramai je lg xleh makan MCD. hihi. tapi tu laa, dah biasa hidup makanan ready get set goo masuk mulut, now padan la muka. *okayagaindropthesubject*

actually, i just wanna write about old folks. or we call it warga emas or dalam bahasa lebih glamour sedikit, orang tua tua. pernah tak korang jalan jalan and jumpa orang tua makan sorang sorang. sedih tak? i dont know if im d only yang rasa macamtu. i can easily cry or akan immediately say 'kesiannya pakcik / makcik tu' pastu nanti fikir, manalah anak anak dia pergi pastu muka aku pun macam dirundung pilu mengenangkan nasib mereka itu.

lagi kesian bila diorang macam xreti nak buat something kan, pastu orang muda zaman sekarang will explain to them dgn nada yang boleh buat kita rasa nak sepak je org muda tersebut haa macam tu. i once watched a video, kalau tak silap dato' rahim razali bersajak, dia macam cakap mcm ni la (sorry kalau tak exact words) 'dulu masa bapak jaga kau, kau tanya berulang kali pun bapak sanggup jawab sambil tersenyum melihat keletah kau, tapi sekarang bila kau dah besar, bapak buta IT tak reti guna computer/internet, bapak tanya kau, kau jerkah bapak. kau jengkel dengan bapak' aku yang dah sediakala sensitif ni tengok video tu confirm la meleleh air mata kan.

next, bila lalu depan rumah orang tua tua (nama glamour) atau old folks home atau dkt dgn my house tu nama dia JUBILEE PERAK ehhehe. (orait sini m confused already, warga emas = jubilee perak, emas dgn perak tu bukan benda yang berbeza ke? errr. okaydropthesubject. fuhh) went there to do my kerja amal, eh kerja amal ke orang panggil? social responsibility untuk sivic subject few years ago. tengok diorang and yeah, sedih lagi. :( ada yang happy dengan dunia diorang sendiri, happy bila orang datang melawat, ada yang macam termenung. mesti diorang fikir nasib diorang kan. penat je melahirkan anak tapi anak tak jaga.

i always tell myself that whatever i do, wherever i am, i still have my parents. i must/need/have to look after them everytime and i pray to God that they'll be with me, till my last breath. they are my strength, my happiness.

and yesterday, i read this on twitter :
Love & Respect your parents. We are so busy growing up and often forget that they also growing old and will leave us one day. (credit to hanis_honn)

surprised!

first of all, Alhamdulillah. never ever thought that after i sat for the exam, i will achieved this. u know, this.

one day, walid sms. informing that MUET exam's result can be check on last Thursday, 12th January. and guess what, i laughed reading that text. simply because i feel that i will just take my result as something that is not important and i badly want to resit if the outcome is bad. u know, bad. u know why? i crap a lot. hihi.

i never seen a laptop used as the speaker in listening test and that is what happened. and i cant hear anything! plus those slangs, damn. end up, i create my own answer. :)

and so on thursday, 12 midnight, i did try to check my result but i couldnt accessed. minutes later, walid sent sms. not an ordinary one, but a forwarded text from 15888 informing my result. and i couldnt help myself from laughing. after all the craps, Alhamdulillah. :)

therefore people, believe in yourself, you can do it! so do I. and m happy when my parents are happy. Alhamdulillah tak payah nak resit bagai :D

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okay tu je nak ckp, till d next post. hihi. :)

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i dont like robots. AT ALL. but i love ATOM. :D TWO THUMBS UP.


MI : GP. m not so into action movies but for this one, THUMBS UP.

these two movies had changed my perceptions PLUS they have such a good looking hero in action. hehe. i dont mind watching action movies now. ;)





p/s : mum paid the penalty for my flight ticket. will be goin back on 2nd. :') thanks parents.

hell-o

yaa you guys aware kan now m having my mid sem break. and it is until 2ND JANUARY 2012 and yet i've to go back to s.alam on 1ST JANUARY 2012. sbb dh beli tix awal. and m so NOT LOVING IT. ya la, cuti sekali sekala, pastu org lain sedap cuti lg, i have to head back dah. and ya, sehari tu bermakna sbb 1st january tu bukannya balik mlm ke ape, balik ptg weh. some people will just say that one day does not really matter but for me it does.

buatlah apa pun to let me feel good, but i dont think i will have fun anymore.

till then, goodbye.

Hospital(s)..

dont get me wrong. no one admitted. just some short story about hospital. since the last time i updated my blog was err, few days ago with short-little-one-sentence post, today rajin sikit. lets hit it.

i DISLIKE HOSPITAL. like seriously. i mean it. seriously. i have this terrible goosebumps whenever i enter or pass by any hospital. so if there's anyone who admitted in the hospital, i feel bad. not that i dont wanna visit them but i just dont like hospital. i used to tell someone (i cant remember who was it, but i think it was my mum) i told her, 'nanti if nak bersalin, panggil je bidan dtg rumah, i dont wanna go to the hospital' you seee. kolot kan pemikiran. haha. mcm org dolu dolu. but whatever. mmg jantung nanti pump beribu kilometer lajunya.

when i was a kid, ada ketumbuhan dkt leher/tekak (entah la xtau nk describe kt mana, dia mcm halkum tu!) and yah i had that. we wanted to go for a check up in the hospital but for sure nanti kena sembelih punya aku ni pun. so we decided not to go through operation but pergi berubat traditional way. and so i believe, traditional pun boleh sembuh ok penyakit! hihi.

you know why m so scared to go to the hospital? its simply because dkt hospital ada bilik mayat, and ada org yang meninggal dkt situ. i know it sounds ridiculous but who cares, everyone has their own weaknesses and so do I.

plus, the smell of the hospital is sooo NOT nice. nak kata bau dettol pun tak, bau chemical/ubat pun tak. bau ape tu haa, cmne nk describe. you see, when it comes to hospital mmg xreti nak describe lebih lebih. mcm nervous waktu tulis ni pun! HAHA

but now m quite okay sikittttt la kalau sebut psl hospital pun. few years ago, my late aunty was admitted in Hospital Besar Pulau Pinang, and we always drop by to visit her. almost everyday. from there mcm dah gain confidence, not that nervous sgt, but still the feeling is there. masa i walk through the wards, mesti nnt fikir, 'ada orang sakit dalam tu, kesian diorang, mcm mana diorang boleh masuk situ, sakit ape bla bla' patu terus rasa mcm nak nangis. dah la aku murah air mata.

then, my nenek sedara kena ragut few years ago, masuk ICU dkt Hospital Besar P.P jugak. kena buat surgery and bila pergi melawat, tengok dia dalam tu ya Allah sedih gila. tak bergerak langsung. oleh itu, saya kasihan sangat. and lg satu, i always have this feeling yang hospital besar ni mcm scary lg compared to private hospital. sbb the surroundings mcm dull. mcm dah la orang sakit je dalam tu, pastu persekitaran pun sedih dan pilu. :(

lastly, my dad was admitted almost 3 years ago. masuk CCU (Critical Care Unit) at Pantai Hospital due to high blood pressure. dah nama pun CCU of course nk kena masuk sorg sorg if nak melawat kan, that time, mummy asked me to go in first, ketaq lutut weeeii! dah lama walid punya katil tu jauh nun hujung sana, kena lalu in front of orang yang critical critical dalam tu, jantung macam nak melompat keluar. silap silap aku terbaring sekali dlm tu. tapi nasib baik walid dah sedar that time so nmpk je walid trus increase speed. :') i think that was the last time masuk hospital kot. tapi sampai sekarang ketar lutut lalu dpn hospital tu tetap ada. how nice. :') that was the second time walid admitted. the first time was when he gone through an operation due to hernia.

tuuu jeeee, short post isn't it? ;)