i am 19th!

birthday cake pun M.A.C Cosmetics. haha. thank you Mak, Walid, Cikli, Affat!

and the best surprise ever..


thank you Fahmi! and i know Ummi pun ada terlibat sekali. thank you Ummi! <3

nak lg hebat when tgh seronok jerit jerit celebrate, FELO ketuk pintu rumah.

'SEMUA DIMINTA TURUN SEKARANG!'

hahahaha. Comel kan sambut birthday camtu. haha. kena la lecture sikit sikit patu dah habis..igt nak kena denda apa ke. nasib aa xkena. haha..naik bilik cuci lah diri yang penuh dgn cream cake, bedak, lotion..tak pasal pasal mandi pukul 1 ++ pagi. :')

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

Final Examination - 3rd Semester!

exam starts today. :) nervous but still, have to do my best.

Walid, Mak, Doakan Khodijah. :')

study week people!

study week dah start since last Wednesday which was 2 days ago. and ergh, hasilnya ada la jugak kot sikit sikit. tah apa yang dibaca dan dibuat. sempat gak tengok movie bagai in between study time tu. ahaha. and perkara paling tak boleh dikawal is MENGUNYAH. my goodness, i tend to eat a lot! kalau tak kunyah something, akan minum something. kalau tak mata mula mcm nak tutup je, buku ke mana, hati ke mana, badan ke mana. hehe.

so people, wish me luck! Insya'Allah will do my very best for this upcoming final examination. :)

talam two faces.

tajuk pun pelik kan? it refers to someone pelik i met too. ingat baik rupanya depan cakap lain belakang cakap lain. depan kita amboi pijak semut pun tak mati, siap semut tu leh nyawa nyawa ikan lagi. tapi belakang kita, ewah ewah hebat mulut dia mengata kita rupanya. dasar talam dua muka! bukan kuih tepung talam beli dekat bazaar ramadhan tu eh. ni perangai manusia.

serious geli la weh. kau dah pulak tak tau apa benda yang jadi, kau laju je cita kat orang buruk buruk pasal orang lain. depan kita ckp buruk psl org lain, depan orang lain ckp buruk psl kita pulak. apa yang kau nak tah la dalam hidup ni? bosan sangat ke hidup? perlukan hiburan? tak sangka aku perangai kau sebenarnya camni. tapi tu la kan sepandai pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh tegolek golek juga.

lain kali kalau nak mengutuk mengata mengumpat orang dekat orang lain, silalah cermin diri anda terlebih dahulu. lepas itu, siasat atau cari sebab kenapa orang yang dikutuk oleh kau tu berbuat begitu. bila dah dapat jawapan yang dikehendaki, teruskan lah niat kau untuk mengutuk sekiranya apa yang kau rasa tu BETUL. kalau TAK BETUL, tak payah la nak buang masa reka cerita. bukan ke dosa kau tu makin menggunung, dan pahala orang yang dikutuk oleh kau tu bertambah? nak nak pulak sekarang ni orang selalu cakap Tuhan bayar cash. :) tapi kalau kau tak takut dosa pahala, go on la dengan perangai tu. nak gak tengok sapa boleh tahan. ehehhehe. good luck! and oh, tak payah nak pelik kalau nanti semua orang tau perangai kau yang 'serba boleh' tu. sebab yang tu yang kau carik pasal kan. kau akan dapat apa yang kau carik.

doa aku semoga tuhan membalas 'jasa baik' kau. Insya'Allah.

something that i love..

before that, mygod m so sorry for not updating as frequent as i used to do. nak update pasal raya during raya holidays, but u know, nama pun raya, ive been busy spending time with family, relatives and friends. so for now i just want to wish Selamat Hari Raya dear readers. insya'Allah if i've time, i would love to post something bout raya. ;) but for now, since raya pics are not with me, i'll just drop something here.

since after raya break, i have A LOT! of assignments, one of it is for marketing subject. what we have to do is just pick one of the company in the world, and carry out a research bout the company and of course we have to come out with a hard copy lah kan. segala company background la, products and services they offer, their product life cycle, the price, how they promote etc.

so we chose..


M.A.C Cosmetics!


i love this!


and love this tooo!


and this!!!


WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT!

Adik.

Assalamualaikum!
few weeks ago was super busy. pressure and stress tak tentu hala sbb banyak tests n quizzes. but now, im here in Penang. balik cuti raya. =D

talking bout ADIK. last Tuesday which was on 23rd of August, birthday adik saya. tengok tu birthday adik sama date dengan kakak dia cuma bezanya i was born in September. :') everyone came and asked me curiously 'kd ada adik ke?' 'im sorry kd, i xtau u ade adik' 'adik u sakit ape?' 'adik u umur berapa?' all sorts of questions asking bout my sister. comel diorang yang bertanya tu. thank you for ur concern. memang jarang i open up any story bout her, unless kalu dah memang mulut tu nak bercerita, i will tell. :)

so here it is, Khodijah Shamsul ada adik. cuma Allah lebih sayangkan adik. jarang jugak nak dgr kd mengaku anak bongsu, selalu ckp ank number 2. eheehhe, sbb i know, i have a sister after me, which is the youngest in the family. and ahha, saya seorang kakak. (okay sounds weird kan?) mcm mana la kd nak jd kakak. hehe. tapi tu lah, Allah knows best. He took her to be with Him.

masa kecik dulu, bila duduk dalam kereta dekat belakang with my brother, selalu kata tmpt tgh tgh tu untuk adik. sebab kami dua dah duduk kiri kanan kan, so kira tgh tgh tu reserved space for her. and when both of us gaduh, selalu mak nanti ckp, gaduh la dua org, kalau adik ada mesti dia tak gaduh, then both of us akan stop gaduh. kalau nak raya, mak selalu ckp jugak, kemas rumah cantik cantik, kemas bilik, nanti adik nak datang. (u know, the positive thought of bila orang dah meninggal bila raya roh mereka akan melawat keluarga). we still have her cloth, botol susu. baju tu my mum simpan and everytime she holds it, she will cry and when she cry i will cry too. sedih. seorang ibu mengandungkan anak for 9 months and tak ada rezeki untuk membesarkan zuriat tersebut. tapi mak kuat. semua redha adik pergi. walaupun dia pergi when i was 3 years old, i still remember the situations. from hospital pergi melawat mak, and after few days tengok jasad adik dekat rumah maktok. semua orang dah siap siap nak kebumikan adik. waktu tu tak faham apa, seriously. tp when i grow up, i can feel her presence. rasa mcm ada adik. pernah one time, masa i was in form 2, i told my brother, i said, 'ifwat, aku rasa mcm aku ada adik, and she is alive' (i dont know if he can still remember my statement. hehe) masa mak masih mengandungkan adik, my bro and I la plg kecoh. selalu tunggu mak balik keja and cium/bau perut mak. hehe. comel la fikir balik.

pernah jugak waktu kecik nak tukar botol susu. i want her's. but mum doesnt let me. bila besar baru faham, its hers. :) and bila kira umur dia, kalu masa tu dia amik UPSR, mesti semua nanti kata, 'kalu tak sekarang mesti kita semua busy nk tau adik dapat berapa' 'mesti mak risau dia nak amik exam' and when last year, supposed the time she took her PMR, we said the same thing. we remember her always. mak walid selalu kata, tempat adik di syurga. dia pergi sebelum sempat buat apa apa kat dunia ni. untung adik. ;')

i used to cry always if ada org yg cerita psl their adik. tapi semua yang terjadi ada hikmah. maybe im not going to be a good sister.

so yeah, tula sedikit sebanyak cerita/kenangan bila igtkan adik.

Al-Fatihah.
Siti Nabilah binti Sheikh Samsol Bahari was born on 23rd August 1995 dan pulang ke rahmatullah on 25th August 1995. Passed away due to organ complication. :'(

we love and remember you always dear sister.

Berbuka Puasa with YDP Agong & Permasuri. :')

for those yang baca status kd dkt facebook sure tahu i attended the event above. sebab benda ni wajib, jadi class pagi je ada, class after lunch hour semua dibatalkan demi menemui Agong & Permaisuri. hehe. excited tau tak nak g situ sebab nak tgk Agong & Permaisuri live. woottt.

bertolak from Puncak at 3.30 pm. YES! tak payah nak terkejut. awal gila kan tapi nak buat macam mana. rakyat jelata kena sampai dulu sebelum the king n queen. hehe. sampai sana pegi terus Masjid Tuanku Mizan yang baru dibina dkt UiTM Induk tu. lawaaaaaaaa sangat masjid tu i tell you. luas, selesa. kira on that day ada majlis perasmian masjid tu jugak la oleh YDPA. orang azan asar, lalu kami pun solat la berjemaah. selepas itu aktiviti bebas kuak lentang dimana ramai je students terlentang tidur sementara tunggu announcement nak get ready. when orang lain tidur, what we did was..





lalu announcement pun berbunyi suruh turun bawah King & Queen dah otw. cant believe dat i met them in person! hehe. they brought their daughter. sebijik muka YDPA. ehehe. and Permaisuri sangat menjaga anak dia. hehe. comel je tengok okay!


dalam kesesakan orang, ini je saya dapat tangkap. ada lagi tp blur. yg ni kinda clear. here you are, our King & Queen and together with their daughter(yg baju purple tu)

pastu berbuka puasa, the food was so-so. tak membanggakan sgt pun. pastu pergi solat Maghrib berjemaah together dgn YDPA & Permaisuri. Permaisuri solat dpn kami. :') pas habis solat dapat salam dgn Permaisuri. SHE IS BEAUTIFUL! senyum je memanjang. so sweet. pastu turun makan lagi and naik atas for solat Isyak & terawikh with YDPA & Permaisuri again. and after solat, dapat lagi sekali salam. hehe.

eventhough foods tu biasa biasa je, but I had fun. get the chance to meet the King & Queen. =D

* next Wednesday ada majlis berbuka dengan Sultan Selangor pulak.